I am so frustrated with myself I cant focus. What is my problem? I feel devastated that I cannot follow this. I want this more than pretty much anything else I have ever wanted. I get sick of fruit and I get hungry for anything else....I swear, if the only cooked food left in the world was buried under a pile of dead cats and toilet water I would dig to get to it. I. Am. Tired. Of. It. I dont know what to do.