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what to do when your world falls apart..?

I was feeling my best, finally eating all I wanted, and I was just so happy about life. i switched to raw till 4 in march when i was 12, now I'm 13. I was so happy I could eat so much and I loved life and was always trying to spread my happiness. but yesterday everything went haywire. I dont know whats wrong and i dont know how to fix it and I'm eating all the same stuff i had been before. but everything I believed in is gone and no one I know can help me. no one I know understands me right now and if I don't fix this I feel as the rest of my life will be ruined. I can feel my health on a downward spiral.

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Comment by Valerie Nelson on June 29, 2014 at 9:47am

ok.. ill try to keep going. thanks for the advice!!

Comment by Alex on June 29, 2014 at 9:23am

awww I'm sorry babe): but the best thing you can do is one definitely have breakfast!!!!! go carb up and stop crying!!!! it is great!! and maybe some symptoms are coming but they may not be for the rest of your life!! maybe if you went back to raw for a while that would help? but definitely cheer up girl, you're going to be fine (: 

Comment by Valerie Nelson on June 29, 2014 at 8:33am

sorry i was very vague in this. Im just in a poor mood. I have type 1 diabetes i went raw till 4 and I was able to stop taking insulin whenevr i ate raw food (so i was only taking insulin at dinner bc cooked foods) I was SO happy and grateful but the past 3 days whenever i eat (raw and coooked) my blood sugars are super high and this isnt just a phase. I think i have to start taking 4+ shots a dsy again and its just so devastating for me. i told everyone how great this lifestyle was and how my diabetes went away and i was on cloud 9 all the time. i was so greatful it was gone and i felt so good because my eating disorder was gone (one reason it was gone was because i didn't have to count any carbs excpt dinner)   now I just feel everything is collapsing. i dont want to take shots for the rest of my life. i know i should have more gratitude but i just cant stop crying. i still havent had breakfast yet because I dont even know what to do. plus im making my mom feel bad for me and i just want her to forget about me and go have fun.

Comment by Alex on June 29, 2014 at 7:50am

what happened?

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