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Today was pretty terrible, which I should have predicted. I'm beginning to realize how utterly isolated and alone I feel in doing this. My mother is actually quite against this whole idea, which is really hard to deal with. She's an RN, and sees no problem with the medical system and hardly considers a healthy diet an important factor in life. My father's obese and practically lives off of frozen pizzas and gallons of ice cream. My sisters all eat a pretty horrific diet. I've pretty much estranged myself from all of my friends due to drug problems. It's quite depressing.
I became so excited over finding all of this information because I had been searching and sifting through so much crap for the past couple of months, and I don't think I thought about the reality of my situation. It's going to be really hard, but I know too much to not pursue it. I'm too tired to keep writing. Tomorrow's a new day.

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Comment by diane west on September 12, 2009 at 3:13am
Just remember, you came into this world alone ,and thats the way you leave, you certainly dont need anyone who is not going to support you in your efforts to make a better life, I told this this tomyself over and over again,throughtout this year, they started to tell me i looked anerexic not even paying attention to my blood test results which was better then anyones and certainly better than theve been in over twenty years, thank GOD i didnt listen to anyone, although they meant well, only you can tell whats good for you, CONGRADULATIONS,your on the RIGHT path, we are all here for you.much love and peace.
Comment by Coco on September 12, 2009 at 2:58am
Thank you all so much, really! Man, am I glad I found this place. I feel better today and I think I'm just going to take it easy and gather my thoughts. I got way ahead of myself and thought that all of these changes would materialize much sooner than I know they actually will. But that's okay, I have a very long time. Feeling this way is hard, but it is so much more hopeful than how I felt 2 months ago. Thanks again for the support =)
Comment by Kaylee on September 11, 2009 at 1:58pm
we are here with you! even if you have no one in your immediate family to encourage or support you... so what, make it a personal journey and stay strong because you and your health are very important!
tomorrow is a new day... good positive thinking!
best of luck on your journey =)
Comment by heather on September 11, 2009 at 1:43pm
You are not alone.... Tomorrow will be a better day


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