I sold my car last week and bought a new bike. I've been cycling around town, carbing the f up, and doing what I love daily. But I feel different too. I feel as though everything that I've learned, that I'm used to, that I'm comfortable with, is slowly fading away. Everything that I'm taught ever since I was small seems distant, everything that my parents say or what my family say seems like gibberish and somehow what I learn in school and acting classes made me realize that life is just one big merry-go-round with no ending and no conclusion.
When I read Youtube comments I overwhelm myself on how stupid and petty the arguments are, as if I'm observing everyone talking at the same time in real life. When I see videos, read anything I have a sense of skepticism and I don't have that knowing that it is 100% true or not.
When I talk to people, things are a little bit different. Although I do enjoy people asking me about my vegan diet, and the vegan message in general, I can't help but to see them as drones of society, being pushed by large corporations to buy shit they don't really need and overwhelm themselves on work. They became accustomed to working so hard that I ask why are they working so hard for.
Or maybe I'm just thinking way too much and let pressure get the best of me. THOUGHT OF THE DAY