I sold my car last week and bought a new bike. I've been cycling around town, carbing the f up, and doing what I love daily. But I feel different too. I feel as though everything that I've learned, that I'm used to, that I'm comfortable with, is slowly fading away. Everything that I'm taught ever since I was small seems distant, everything that my parents say or what my family say seems like gibberish and somehow what I learn in school and acting classes made me realize that life is just one big merry-go-round with no ending and no conclusion.
When I read Youtube comments I overwhelm myself on how stupid and petty the arguments are, as if I'm observing everyone talking at the same time in real life. When I see videos, read anything I have a sense of skepticism and I don't have that knowing that it is 100% true or not.
When I talk to people, things are a little bit different. Although I do enjoy people asking me about my vegan diet, and the vegan message in general, I can't help but to see them as drones of society, being pushed by large corporations to buy s*** they don't really need and overwhelm themselves on work. They became accustomed to working so hard that I ask why are they working so hard for.
Or maybe I'm just thinking way too much and let pressure get the best of me. THOUGHT OF THE DAY