I don't know if it's the full moon or what, but tonight I'm feeling a great amount of peace... so much that I'm still not in bed! Even my ride earlier this evening felt amazing... you know when the air is thick and sweet, but not too thick to be annoying, like it's a physical part of life instead of abstract and it wants to play.
I'm happy I have begun my work towards spreading the vegan message. I honestly don't see anything else in life at the moment that is worth giving my all to. I do have feelings of doubt... using my musical abilities for something so true and that keeps me rooted in reality is amazing, but it's also hard to let go of the old way of thinking about music: making it into a touring career, which has been a dream since i was very young. I'm happy to let go of that because this is the mature and honest way to go at the moment, but it takes time to feel whole again after you let something big go.
Anyway, I'm more than optimistic about my future. My family and I are moving this week into a new place with much, much more peace and quiet... stoked on that. And I can get around the entire city on my bike nowadays, what a freeing feeling!!