Ok, so last night I was at my grandsons 1st birthday party. I ate before I went, but it was a hectic day and I didn't eat enough and I was starving. I was eating all the veggies in the veggie tray, but I was still hungry! Well, they brought out the pizza and that was it, I had 2 slices, then I had some nacho chips and dip, and a piece of cake and ice cream! So, bad! Let me tell you, I paid for it big time! My tummy was rumbling for quite some time and then I think I sat on the toilet for a good 1/2 hour, gross. And that wasn't the end of it either, at least 3 more times after that! Who know how full of s**t I really am ;-) Feel down and out today so far! I just had a canary melon for breaky and so far so good. I really want to start Banana Island, but I don't have any ripe bananas, have to wait till they ripen. But I will be eating mono for the next couple of days.
So today I celebrate one month raw and 2 weeks 811! I don't think a one meal binge is too bad considering I didn't have any transition period! I am still proud of myself for getting this far and I won't stop now because of one slip up. In fact, I am more determined now, not to fail again! I guess its called learning from our mistakes! After I ate the junk I felt like crap and wondered how I ate this crap before without realizing how bad it makes me feel?! And I had a terrible sleep. I kept waking up sweating, like I did before I starting eating 811. I never really conected that it was the diet that was making me wake up in a sweat every night. Since eating 811, that has not happened even once! Wow, just figuring that out now!