My dad critivizes me all the time! He says that i'm fat and weird. I had a anorexia after that i binded. He should understand that he can't talk to me like that. It hurts. I'm trying to be silent and calm. I eat veagn, but the mostly cooked foods. He doesn't allow me to buy a lot of fruits. He says that i have to eat like everyone. I don't want to feel sick and miserable. I gained a lot of weight because i was starving yourself. I lost my period and i want to get it back. I was taking hormons pills to have a period. I'm fed up with my dad. Sometimes i think that he is silly or he pretends.