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I'm done. That's it.
I'm done with trying to make friends because they never try to contact me, I always say hi to them. So why should I try if no one cares?? Am I not nice enough? Am I not good enough for them? What the crap is so wrong with me that no one contacts me?!! Is it my fault?
I'm done with trying to make everyone else happy and being there all the time for everyone else and willing to drop everything to help someone and then when I need it everyone disappears or doesn't have time.
I'm done with trying to pretend I'm happy so no one freaks out if ever I'm upset (it's happened).
I'm done with being everyones emotional support. Who's willing to support me emotionally? No one except my husband and even then I think he gets overwhelmed! What the CRAP? I am not a pillar of stone!
I'm done with giving out and showing the Love and not getting any back. (ok maybe not totally done with this one)
I'm done with work and all the flipping stupid drama and backstabbing and stress and passive agressive abuse! That place makes me want cooked food EVERY time I go into work which is like every day! AHH!
I'm done with this post...
Those blankety blanken people! I'm done! >:-{}

God bless everyone!

I'm moving to Florida....

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Comment by Nutmeg on November 4, 2009 at 10:55pm
Omigosh, that sounds rough. *hugs* Some people truly are horrible, aren't they? You have my sympathies- I've never been able to make connections with people easily, or sometimes I'll try and then later find out they've apparently decided I'm too "weird," or something like that. Leaves me feeling totally paranoid about EVERYONE, and it hurts, but you've got to keep believing (and I know it's hard) that eventually SOMEONE will connect with your vibe.

Try to talk to your husband about giving you more support emotionally- he is your husband, after all, and (should) want nothing but absolute love and happiness for you. I'm sure if he knows how much you need it, he'll be a bit more supportive.

*more hugs* Try to stay positive, hun- remember, you can't help anyone if you're hurting emotionally yourself. Take some "you" time and let yourself heal for a while- you definitely deserve it!
Comment by Jessb on September 26, 2009 at 10:14am
Alexandra, sorry to hear that. I think you will like it in FL, lot if great people from 30BAD, great fruits, and sun and ocean. Best wishes on your new adventure if you go.
Hugs, Jess
Comment by Alexandra on April 27, 2009 at 8:43am
Thank you Leslie! :) I will have to read that book :)
Comment by Alexandra on April 25, 2009 at 3:20pm
lol Thanks Orange Fever dear...
Comment by OrangeFever on April 25, 2009 at 3:09pm
I completely agree. Sometimes things just seem so impossible. I've been having trouble with the people around me as well. Oh well, you're smarter than them anyway ;) xx<3

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