I haven't been here in many months because I didn't want to whine about how hard it is to live this lifestyle when both of my parents have passed away and I stuffed my feelings with lots and lots of cooked food.
Instead of dealing with the devastating past traumas I stuffed it all down. Cooked food for me is an addiction.
I decided not to give up on myself and start writing in this blog and to get back on here to stay focused and to converse with like-minded beings. I started falling into old patterns of inactivity and consuming mass quantities of cooked foods.
We have tons of grapes that will be ready explode in growth about the beginning of August and just today a neighbor came by and told me that he grew tons of tomatoes so I know these are signs that it is time to take my life here on earth a lot more seriously.
I have a lot of personal issues to deal with and I have decided that I want to stop dealing with these issues with the add of cooked processed foods.
I am so thankful that there is a community like this to help get me to where I want to be for peace of mind,body and soul!!!
Brightest Blessings to you all.