I am fucking doing this. I don't care if it takes me months or years to get it right, I am doing it.
I am giving up the primal shit. I feel miserable and my gut is a mess. My gut is a mess on 811 too but I have never made it past about 8 hours. I have ripe bananas waiting for me. I do not care anymore if I fail, if I eat cooked food or (gasp) non vegan food. I will be 811 someday, and I will not stop trying.
The decision is final.
ETA- SO SO SO many of you have given me so much support without much of a response from me. I just want to say thank you. thank you.