I am about to start searching the discussions for others who started out having a hard time getting enough food in them without being hungry again in half an hour. I cannot seem to get enough calories in a meal and find myself grazing all day long instead. I use to snack fairly regularly, but it is nothing like this. I am constantly eating! As soon as I'm filled to capacity and have to stop I do, but then I'm hungry very very quickly. I just can't get enough calories to be satiated. I'm not big on blended bananas so the smoothie idea is out for me. I really hate them! I do love banana's though, just can't seem to drink them. I know drinking my fruit would be faster and certainly more condensed but at this time it isn't something I can do a lot of. I know in time my stomach will stretch, and have some give but right now it isn't to the capacity it NEEDS to be.
Although I am not 100% vegan as of yet, and not 100% raw as of yet, I am heading in the right direction. Been flesh free, only accidently ingested egg, but did intentionally eat butter two days ago. The cooked part only comes from the pita I've been eating with hummus but that is almost done for. I have no intention of giving up honey, as I raise bees and have five hives in my back yard. I do raise chickens too, but everyone else eats the eggs, not me.
My husband hasn't noticed yet that I haven't eaten any flesh. He seems oblivious, but he does want me to lose weight, so perhaps the sight of me eating only a cantaloupe or 1lb of grapes for dinner is a welcomed sight. It is certainly keeping things at an even keel not having to discuss or explain my actions as of yet. I know it will be an ugly battle when it comes down to it but I cannot spend the rest of my life being this sick! I refuse to be unhealthy, overweight, unhappy, and have fibromyalgia (and all the horrors that come with it) for the rest of my life. If there is an answer out there, I will find it. Besides, I think I am on the right track with this! :)