No matter what I do, come dinner time I am hungry enough to kill something cute and furry and eat it with my bare hands..............and I am vegan. I do not know how to get over this. I had 20 bananas before dinner, 2 cups strawberries, 8 kiwis and when it was dinner time the thought of more sweet fruit made me want to have a seizure. I don't even call it cravings....I call it hunger...I feel hungry. For dinner I had some fake meat crap and salt, salt, salt. I know all I do is come here and talk about my failures but I look at everyone who is successful with this and wonder how the f@ck they do it. I cant get over this hunger. I cant explain what it is like to be starving but to look at a piece of fruit and feel like it will make you sick if you so much as smell it. I think I would probably dig something salty out of the garbage if given the opportunity. I am less hungry at night when I just don't eat at all during the day.
I am going to keep going, and wake up tomorrow and start over with another banana/strawberry smoothie. I am going to just keep trying.