So, haven't been sleeping very well at all for the past 6 weeks or so, despite going to bed early, 9pm pretty much every night. I think it's resulted in me catching a cold.
I've always had sensitivity issue, mainly being I'm already extremely sensitive to everything, I have razor sharp vision, eyesight, hearing and can feel next door shutting their windows sometimes, literally feel it. So sleeping lightly has always been an issue, but since 80/10/10 it's just ridiculous. Also, It's really hard to explain to people that I have to go to sleep at a certain time. Or my boyfriend calls me at 9pm, feel kind of obliged to talk to him, poor #$%^&* having to deal with me during transition... he's so so supportive, he really is the most amazing, encouraging person I'v had the pleasure of meeting in a long time.. I don't necessarily believe in a greater force than me, but it just seems since doing 80/10/10... life seems to be throwing beautiful things my way...
I was rang, and asked if I wanted a job at my local organics shop, they don't even have my CV, but they do sell some postcards I designed with my number on the back and they used that to give me ring, just because they like who I am!
My drawings that I put up for my exhibit have been praised to the highest standard and now the manager of the gallery wants to keep a set for permanent display! He even bought some for his wife!
I keep getting more work when I need it, everything just seems to be flowing, effortlessly, I've found a beautiful inspiring partner who encourages me with my diet and lifestyle and has a genuine interest, we can spend hours talking and playing games with each other and just generally having fun. Before meeting me he didn't eat any fruit, now I've got him buying boxes of bananas, I didn't encourage him, I just got on with it and he's following suit.
My depression is becoming more manageable, instead of thinking everything is hopeless, I am thinking, at least I am doing everything I can towards getting better. :)