Really... maybe not grammaticaly correct but...
I sense that the main reason I've not been capable of avoiding cooked food sometimes is beyond phisycal cravings... it's more as if I was waiting for this moment to come... saying still not ready... still not ready... actually had my first truly ripe bananas today... wow... what a difference and much cheaper 69 cents/kg... no bloating and smell and taste... the whole house is smelling wonderfuly now... well, Today I just didn't stick to it 'cause I was simply waiting for this moment to come, because once you begin there's no way back... you just aren't going to want to get back... the moment when I realize that I have to start someday hit me just about an half an hour ago... By the end of the year I am going to have 10 months of lfrv on me. I'm sure of it because that's what I want... that and all the simplicity that comes with it... I want to live my life to the fullest and I am not going to continue post-poning because then we'll be again in December and I will have lost an entire year... and that I just won't let happen... and still can't quite put it into words but it hit me for sure :)
Transition and farewell period OVER.
FILLED WITH SIMPLE FREE LIVING https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GewaLNZ1100