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Fallen under the wagon... but there is hope

Not only Have I fallen off the wagon I've been run over by it.

I have returned to eating the horrible foods. The crazy part is is that I can feel the difference but I had been in a cycle of self abuse that I wasnt able to change.  I have always been an emotional eater and have recently gained almost 15 pounds in a month which has made me want to eat more.

Never in my live have I been injured or had body aches and pains. Within the past month I have had 2 back strains and a neck strain. I think its my body being pissed at me for all of the bad foods.

However there are a few things that I have done to help me over my emotional hurdle:

  1. I have moved out of my parents house
  2. I now live 1 block away from a costco. (its not all organic but it is better than nothing)
  3. I am seeing a therapist to help me talk out my emotional issues
  4. I have joined a gym and I am taking swimming lessons!!!

I am very nervous and excited about getting back to my fruit. I felt like a million bucks everyday when I was dedicated. I wasnt tired and all I craved was fruit. 

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Comment by PJ on December 13, 2012 at 12:15pm

Hi.  Thanks for sharing.

Maybe you've never experienced and remembered pain, and after you felt so good now you can remember it?

I can remember when I was a kid, having some of the worst times this part of the year - family and personal stuff comes to a head this time.  I think it's really cool that you're getting "back on" this time of year.

Don't think of this as anything other than a learning experience!  :-)  Everyone has weird emotional issues.

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