today i ate the juice of 30 oranges
and lots of water. 1850 cals
all this writing and thinking and spending time 'detoxing' some of my emotions is helping. a day without major cravings and a happy tum.
pretty low energy, but i'm saving myself for tomorrow morning, making salads for a solstice feast at lunch time, with various visitors due. tomorrow is definitely going to be harder as i'm gonna have to deal with cooked gorgeous vegan food. will probably have a big nana day (unless i stick to oranges like today), to try and stuff myself out of cravings.
anyway, back to today.
alot of resting in bed, hanging out with my bf/kids :-), and writing. that's it really
still difficult energies here where i live, i have ventured out a bit today, but the person that i had difficulties with a couple of days ago seems to be holding onto lots of anger, and i'm really not in any state to get in the way of that. i've written them an email which apparently was taken positively, so i'm waiting for a reply really. not much more that i can do, i've reached out in a positive way, now its their turn.
so... pretty good! its solstice tomorrow... these times always seem to bring big, sometimes scary emotional energy. i'm hoping that me and my bf will spend some time together sharing about our relationship and stuff, that would be an exciting way to use this energy.