I made it through day 1 without dying so that is good news.
What I did Wrong
I didn't eat enough calories though and was pretty hungry toward the end of the day. Stupid because I don't need to be hungry with this and it was my own fault! I will have to allow my self to adjust to the food volume. It is a totally different mentality with this lifestyle. You have to adjust to the large amounts of food. Not counting down to your next meal and feeling deprived. Strange.
What I did Right
I made it through the day without cheating. I did think about it though.
Had my first banana smoothie this morning. Only 4 bananas though. Will do 5 tomorrow and work up to 10.
I am feeling a bit flat today. I don't want to go on and on and be negative but I want to be able to put down my thoughts here so I can look back so sorry about any negative comments.
I am having this conversation in my head that goes;
+Me - Made it thorough the day...sweet! Well done
-Me - Yeah but I am feeling flat and depressed. What is wrong with me? And look at how many bananas you have to eat and all this food! This is BS. No way is this normal!
+Me - Normal? NORMAL? you think the stuff you have been eating up to now is normal. *insert long winded rant about killing animals to feed your face......were humans live noting else can etc etc (+Me can be aggressive, I mean overenthusiastic!)
-Me - What? you are crazy
+Me - Give it time. After 30 days we will talk again
-Me - What ever I am going into his subconscious and plant a smell of some cookies baking
+Me - mmmm cookies!