today i ate: breakfast: 2 small melons, 2 mangoes, 5 nanas, lunch 6 kiwi fruit, 6 nanas, evening, some lettuce. cals 2000.
energy: v low, bed most of the day, after managing a walk in the morning
mood: v low. fantasies about stuffing my face. not exactly cravings, more depressive ravings. keep trying to inject some level of positivity and imagine how cooked food would feel inside my system. eating lettuce as an antidote. hope to sleep lots and wake with a better mood. guess i'm still recovering from my crash on friday.