I'm better now. I just finished reading a really beautiful novel called 'Hazel' by Julie Hearn. Reading is so amazing. I have been filling my empty afternoons with tv and eating (awful I know). I took afternoons off for my final year of high school and at the moment, since none of my extra activities (ie drama, voice, ballet, theory, musical theatre) have started yet and I don't have my license yet (I go on wednesday for my test) there is not much for me to do. Especially considering that I am all alone at the house and all of my friends are in school. Not to worry though, because after next week when everything starts up ill be much too busy to watch anything more than a few movies now and again. Tv is very evil anyway and I know that. I haven't watched any today and plan on stopping watching is casually. When I get my license I am going to get a job and also will start volunteering more so I know that relaxing right now might be a good idea. The eating when bored thing is a big issue though and I am planning on overcoming it NOW. I'm running back to cron-o-meter and keeping track of my food intake to make sure that I'm not overeating because I sure feel like I am. I also have started looking up ways to overcome my ego because I've realized that it just hinders me and keeps me from being at peace.
8 gala apples
meat of one young coconut
2 pints of organic grape tomatoes
6 navel oranges
(1986 calories according to CRONoMeter)
woof...quite a bit. xoxoranges