I could go on about this for ages:
Yeah, so this one is sort of less important and yet I feel it should be equally important. Actually, this discussion is really about what's eating me right now. My major life decisions I feel would be a breeze if I didn't have people like my Dad frowning upon my very existence. lol ok I'm exaggerating. But it doesn't feel like it
I have a lot of anger towards him and so I don't talk to him unless I have to. I avoid face time with my family as best I can when he is around. He is developing alzheimers (eats tons of fish, drinks very heavily when no one's watching and recently revealed a diet coke addiction so no surprise there) and gets aggravated and upset for reasons I don't understand. He runs his mouth about anything negative he can say to me all the time. Maybe this is why I have a super-submissive personality.
I hope that draws a picture of the relationship I have with him. I don't want to talk about it any more.
Can anyone relate or something? I have tried counseling but I want something deeper. I want to look within myself for the solutions. He is a really good guy and definitely needs help but I don't know how to get the message across. My family is all half-braindead it seems. I won't get into it. Maybe I just wanted to vent. Or to make a little bit of myself known to whichever of you, my dear friends, may read this.
I love you guys. I'm a little lonely trying to hide from the angry man all the time, and trust, I am ready to leave, but while I'm living with him for the next few months, I want to have the best effect that I can.
Thanks for reading. Also know I am really happy in general and I am enjoying the hell out of life. The issue with my damn old man is definitely the worst thing in my life right now. That and the water crisis, lol