I'm going to succeed at maintaining high fruit + raw veggies and raw greens and occasional but small amounts of fresh nuts only when/if I feel they are beneficial and only allow tiny amounts of hot peppers when I am imbalanced until I return to balance (and remember to keep it really really small), and I'm going to keep up with fitness because I'll feel like I need it and will automatically find myself doing it. I'm going to be empowered but quiet and keep becoming more aware and personally…Continue
I want to keep my daily habits (all health related) posted so that I have a structured pattern of living to go forward with. My husband would do this with me all the way, but he is still having a tough time letting go of what his former sense of real food was. I have allowed myself to slip in and out of my awareness of how well my body feels fueled by fruits while eating greens too. However, I always know that the old ways are not meant to be and that I feel a million times better on fruits…Continue
I try to be peaceful and placating until I come to a point where I realize how artificial it is and that I have to own up to what I am. I get enraged at what I see of myself. I don't want to do "just enough," I want to go out and do more than anyone thinks they can. No excuses. If you want to get there, you have to do what it takes to be the closest you can to that- right now. I have to spark that fire and keep it burning. It is what I own.
I am enraged at what I've become…Continue
There has been a fog over me over the last few days where I was wanting and looking for the wrong things. I started to get that sense that I need to be centered, that when I wanted others to affirm me I just really needed to affirm myself, that is all. What stress it brought seeking something that could not be!
Wanting so much from the outside telling me what was what left me so divided and unsure. All that goes away when I am eating and doing what's good for my body and…Continue