DONT GIVE IN!!!! its so easy to fall off the wagon i have done it in the past. i think you just need to make yourself some more yummy food at night. seems like you just ate a lot of fat the last few weeks. get back on track and im sure the weight will come right off. so stick to your fruit all day and when you get home make yourself a big bowl of rice with some veggies mixed in and just put a bunch of spices in so its packed with flavor. it will be a nice savory dense meal and it will def fill you up! or have rice or corn pasta and make yourself a low salt fat free sauce. i had pasta last night and i used a can of low sodium tomato puree with mushrooms and basil it was delish!!!! you will be fine once you start feeling how good you feel after eating better. its hard having your bf not on a diet as strict as yours. my boyfriend if vegan (thankfully he took the change in lifestyle along side with me) but he doesn't eat raw till 4 like me mostly because he is allergic to a lot of fruit and some veggies. but its easier that he can make us things we both can eat but he also gets to eat cookies and cakes where i cant. then i have him in the grocery store saying "are you sure you wanna eat that?!" thats when i snap back saying "all i eat is fruit and veggies leave me alone" hahaha. but just joke around with him and see if maybe he is willing to give some things up in the house to make it easier for you.
good luck!!! and you will be fine just dont beat yourself up about falling off at the end of the day you still made smart food choices that maybe didnt benefit your body but they really didnt hurt it too much either. :)
ps bread and jam sounds amazing and i prob would have eaten the whole loaf hahahahhaa
your boyfriend sounds just like mine haha so i feel your pain. luckily though he enjoys cooking and he can make some good food. but if we both have pasta mine is plain and his is COVERED in oil lol. you may be gluten sensitive if the bread bothers you that much. not an allergy just have trouble breaking it down. but deff look up some good rice or pasta dishes. just to give you that feeling of "normal" and heavy savory meal. and then obviously eat MORE fruit during the day.
don't worry or beat yourself up about making choices you want to improve. Just try to be mindful when making them.
What are you craving?
How does it feel emotionally and physically when denying and feeding these cravings?
Are those choices and reactions what you want to bring into your life?
If you are eating enough sweet fruits, the next issue people often have is are they eating enough tender leafy greens?
Are you ever eating raw fats, or only ever when you fall off the wagon?
Make sure to eat enough greens as well as sweet fruit and to try and see how you feel eating appropriate amounts of raw, healthy fats :)