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Hi guys ,

Holiday season is over finally. Never my best time of year.
I have an ED since i was 15. I m almost 26 now. And I always had difficulties during the holidays.

We just bought a house and i m very tired and stressed of all that has come with this.
And now my ED pops out again.
Binging on Bread and Candy ( vegan things ) but I catch myself sometimes Caring less.
If there s a cookie for my Coffee at a bar i dont read the label and that kind of things.

I purged again for the second time this month.
I ve gained weight and I still have serieus stomach aches after eating Large Amounts of fruit.

Losing all hope here...
Can someone help or give tips please ?
I just bought freelee s e reader RAW till 4 .
Hope this Will get me starter again.
Are there others with An ED who have experienced this ?
I feel like such a faillure.

Greets and love to all
Kathleen

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Binging? Do more exercise and binge some more! You ever seen drewlikesrice on YouTube? Smash in the exercise and food and you'll be all good

Kathleen, sweety, you just need to harden the fcuk up mate! xD

#seriously.

Or be a victim wussbag who attracts victim enablers and predators the rest of your life.

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