Over the weekend I have a slip-up on LFRV and ate some other vegan foods. My stomach immediately began regretting it and so did my head. Last night I had a few violent nightmares. One of them I woke up to panting and thrashing about the bed. Then I screamed. It completely freaked out my fiance. Well, my lesson has been learned. Has anyone ever had any similar experiences?
Haha about a month ago whenever I had cravings I told myself there was no turning back and somehow this got into my subconscious and I ended up having a dream where I was binging on crap that was vegan, but knowingly things that would make me very ill the next day...I was so enraged with my actions that I began clearing all of my cupboards etc and when I woke up I was totally shocked because the binge didn't happen...it was such a realistic dream [UNLESS I SLEEPWALKED?! (which I haven't ever done so this was eve more entertaining)]
Oddly enough, I wasn't even lacking calories the night of the dream or anything...very strange!
When I woke up I interpreted the dream as me being nervous about me not being able to control my actions or something along those lines...which I am unclear is true or not...but an interesting possibility nonetheless!
Urgh, what more motivation can I have to *not* go back? It seems like you just can't do lfrv half-way, I guess. :/