imo your way too thin that feeling of cant seem to become satisfied is totally normal after a starvation period
try to up your calories again and gain some weight like i would say at east 7 kg
don't take antidepressants.. up your calories to at least 2500 kcal.. and go test your blood for B12.
O and your mentality when you look in the mirror should be i want to be obese or something, meaning don't give a damn about the weight gain (i think you'll go at least to the heavy side of your BMI (now you are severely (as in 3.5kgs) below your healthy range)
And don't keep your hand out of the fruit bowl, if you want ripe fruit eat it.
If you use cronometer for example to keep track.. weigh the edible portion of your food that you eat, so don't fill in 10 bananas but for example 962g of bananas
so your b12 was fine, you're sure they tested it?.. then your symptoms are probably due to the undereating/being underweight or something i don't know..
I'm saying with all the undereating you have done you will probably go to the high end of your healthy bmi range.. cause your body is terrified of another famine. but long term everything will be ok. But a lot of anorexic people get paranoid when they gain that much weight and then fall back to restricting behaviour, don't know where your mind set is at though..
up your calories to at least 2500-3000 and take some B12 and iron tables. Also a good trick is to keep a banana and spinach smoothie with you all day just for the extra calories if you need it. just 5 bananas and a hand full or two of spinach.
don't keep your hand out of the fruit bowl stuff your face
keep going though you will get there in the end.
Millie you might want to read the free books on the Welcome Wagon posted under the Home tab. Ross Horne's 'Improving on Pritikin' would be a good start for you to understand that grains and rice many not be for you.
I am 52 years old and have completely cured my debilitating Arthritis in 13 day just staying fully raw and away from all cooked foods. Before this I was on raw to 4, and like you had no energy and was full of aches and pains.
I have posted the link below.
And as far as worrying yourself about having your hand in the fruit bowl all the time, kiddo that is where it should be. You are a growing girl - growing into a strong healthy woman. Who has a problem with you eating all your need to grow your body to where it can be independently functional - you or your parents?
Are you making banana smoothies - enough. I know I can't stop smiling when I have them, really bucks my energy up too.
Also don't be worried about your lack of energy to race round and you hear everyone else do here, because you might find if you give yourself scope that you are more the artist type and your calling is more to these types of pursuits.