So I got my blood test results back today. I'm low in Vitamin D and Vitamin B12. Discussion here:
I still continue to have irregular elimination and gas. Based on advice I got from a lot of people I decided to simplify my meals and take a 1 week trip to banana island. Let me tell you, I am on banana island day 2, and the gas is as bad as ever. I had 36 bananas and 1lb of spinach today. I've been gassy all day. This is one of those nights where I have trouble sleeping because of constant gas discomfort in my stomach and the fact that I am stinking up my bedroom, I have to leave it for a while and go somewhere else. It's not painful, it's just uncomfortable as all get out. It's like cruel and unusual punishment.
Stress due to various events in life is at a relative maximum. The stress, lack of sleep and poor digestion all compound into each other, making them all worse.
I want this hell to be over. There's an old saying "If you're going through hell, keep going". I sure hope to get out the other side soon. I've thought about eating cooked food just to get away from all my pain for a few hours. The taste isn't even a consideration at this point. I just want to be numbed out for a little while. But I know I will probably just end up feeling worse in the end. Plus, I've come waaay too f***ing far on this 44 days to throw in the towel and quit now. I said 60 days, and I'm going to do 60 days.