yesterday and today are just hell for me. I lost hope after becoming constipated and began binging and purging for the first time in over 2 months. I dont think banana island is a good idea for me. i thought it would help my digestion but it just made things worse. I feel awful today. unfortunately bananas are all I have so I dont even know if i will actually eat all. I'm just going to stick to 811 until i think i'm ready to try again. what an awful two days this has been. the only positive is that I worked out for over an hour yesterday and the went for a 2 hour walk, I think thats where my sanity is hanging right now.