I just want need to tell you that I'm fruitin' proud of myself.
Today was the day! I ate my lunch among lots of people - during a break in school - for the first time. I took my box full of fruits (well, not really much - six pears, three bananas - but it's beginning in revealing to the world my secret way of life) and immediately someone paid attention to it: "Zuza, some reserves?" In response I just smiled and in a moment started eating. It was in a classroom so people were quite occupied but I think a girl sitting next to me noticed me. "And so what?" I thought. I just kept doing mine and did it as it was the most normal and natural situation for me.
Afterall I remembered a sentence "It's all just a game" or " Do it and and look what will happen", and kept in mind DurianRider saying that everyone judges everyone. They will talk about me if I'm interesting. And I don't care. And so on.
And I think I started being myself. For years until now, I've been hidding from people, from their comments (whethere negative or positive), from the world. Now I feel I can do more. No, I put it incorrect. I can do anything. I can change the world.
For example, I can do some stuff like Harley and Freelee. I promise I'll start my youtube channel in a few days. It'll be in Polish but there's no problem to make subtitles. :)
Have you all a wonderful evening.