Ok, so first off, I met mt new neighbours yesterday and they invited me in to chat. Then test number one came....'do you like white wine?' ........'um........yes, yes i do' UUUGH!! FAIL!!!
Then in the evening, my wonderful partner returned from a week long trip. He told me how wonderful I looked, he said I looked slimmer in the tummy and face and I was glowing! :-D Very happy girl!
He had had avery stressful day and so decieded to unwind with a bottle of red. I was envious. So I cracked open a bottle of rose. You know, even as I was drinking it I regreted every sip!
But it gets worse.....as the wine started to kick in my partner craved a cigerette (we both have been on and off for a while now) and gave in. As did I! :-(
I feel like such a failure. I am so disappointed in myself. The only thing that makes me feel better is the fact that I didnt mess up with food at least, and I don't plan to do it again anytime soon. Plus its early days and I am bound to make a few little mistakes along the way right??? Someone please tell me I'm right!!!
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Comment by Windlord on June 28, 2012 at 10:08am Indeed, we all slip up in various ways on occasion, Chloe. Just use it as a learning experience for next time. I encourage you to think not just about the act of the drinking and smoking that you regret, but how you felt that caused you to make that choice. Once you can narrow down those emotions to their core, you'll be in a far stronger position next time when something sub-optimal serenades you. You'll be ready for them!
And by all means, focus on the bright point of the evening--your man giving you such a great compliment. That proves that the hard lifestyle effort you've been building to this point is paying off :)
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