Ok, so first off, I met mt new neighbours yesterday and they invited me in to chat. Then test number one came....'do you like white wine?' ........'um........yes, yes i do' UUUGH!! FAIL!!!
Then in the evening, my wonderful partner returned from a week long trip. He told me how wonderful I looked, he said I looked slimmer in the tummy and face and I was glowing! :-D Very happy girl!
He had had avery stressful day and so decieded to unwind with a bottle of red. I was envious. So I cracked open a bottle of rose. You know, even as I was drinking it I regreted every sip!
But it gets worse.....as the wine started to kick in my partner craved a cigerette (we both have been on and off for a while now) and gave in. As did I! :-(
I feel like such a failure. I am so disappointed in myself. The only thing that makes me feel better is the fact that I didnt mess up with food at least, and I don't plan to do it again anytime soon. Plus its early days and I am bound to make a few little mistakes along the way right??? Someone please tell me I'm right!!!