I fell off the wagon and I will be back on it a soon as tomorrow morning.
The issue came from my emotional eating and I did a lot of crap after a chat with my mother that brought back to surface a lot of old issues about her way of treating me like her emotional sponge and our fusion instead of a healthy relationship. It made me feel like crap because she doesn't see the toxicity in it and I always have to stand up. So this is up to me to make something big and get out of it, forever and before I am trapped caring for my aging parents !
I have to save a huge amount of money to change country and pay for all the fees so I am facing a giant challenge.
Bracing myself and back to fruits tomorrow morning !