30 Bananas a Day!

Okay, so... I slipped up!

Yesterday AND today...

I had enough calories both days, but... I just couldn't get myself out the cooked food. :( Aaaand my anorexic/bulimic/EDNOS/ whatever mindset kept me in that "I-got-beaten-because-I'm-a-huge-failure"  mode.

Luckily I ate low fat vegan carbs, and just a couple o' spoonfuls of it. Brown rice and wholemeal pasta with pure tomato sauce, no oils.

I hope I can get 100% ASAP.

It's comforting to know that there are some folks who pass through the same thing sometimes.

I keep remembering myself that there's always tomorrow and I can do better, I can BE better and actually go upward through the path of recovery and health, finally!

 

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Comment by Allan on September 29, 2011 at 2:27pm

"A jug fills drop by drop" ~Buddha

If you stick with this website and commit to the lifestyle, you'll get there.

Many people on this site, including me, have struggled and have also visited the "I-got-beaten-because-I'm-a-huge-faillure" place. But you're here because you know what to do. And you'll get there.

You're already making better choices...and soon it will become second nature to make the best choices!

Good luck!

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