Okay, so... I slipped up!
Yesterday AND today...
I had enough calories both days, but... I just couldn't get myself out the cooked food. :( Aaaand my anorexic/bulimic/EDNOS/ whatever mindset kept me in that "I-got-beaten-because-I'm-a-huge-failure" mode.
Luckily I ate low fat vegan carbs, and just a couple o' spoonfuls of it. Brown rice and wholemeal pasta with pure tomato sauce, no oils.
I hope I can get 100% ASAP.
It's comforting to know that there are some folks who pass through the same thing sometimes.
I keep remembering myself that there's always tomorrow and I can do better, I can BE better and actually go upward through the path of recovery and health, finally!