It's 12:51 AM and I am glad because it's pitch black and I have my thoughts all to myself. No discouragements coming my way!
I had some noodles, cucumber, salt, oils, sesame seeds in the evening today. I thought they'd be preferable to how I was feeling. At the moment I'm feeling like I would like to fast for as long as I feel to, until I feel I'm living by grace again. At-one-ment.
In the daytime I had 2 lbs of cherries, a sliced tomato, the same festive chinese eggplant salad as the day before, and a galia melon.
I did 50 sit-ups just 1/2 an hour ago.
Things will get better. That's for sure.