so on Tuesday my mum said "I think you need to cut back". I cut back my food since to somewhere like 2100 - 2400 calories per day and it made me kinda of irritable and emotional. I'm starting exercise again. I wish I could go back half a year and started exercising consistently then even if I still gain a lot of weight it wouldn't be my fault. shes put a ban of orange juice cos shes I have way more than a "portion". what can I do to fix this? its really hard cos it took me a year to be able to carb up that much. I don't know how i'll ever mentally heal from this. it will basically take a miracle for me to. Ive only been cutting back for a week I hope it wont damage my metabolism. I never forgive her for this. 1. she wouldn't forgive me if I put a ban on animal product. 2. as soon as I do it will all over again. I hate her! she's cancer! does month of hardwork always get destoy like this?! even if I ever mentally heal from this i'll still never forgive her. and I can tell if it has really damaged my mental health if I still have tension from a week later. I'm so jealous of skinny girls whether they're vegan or meat eaters. like I wish I had a body like Arianne grande or madamewario. I bet they're restrict their calories. I bet even do lots exercise and the amount of cals freelee recommends I still wont skinny. I wanna be a dumb skinny vegan girl.