Day 5! Raaaawwwrrr

Hello friend

For those who are interested: This is day 5 of this raw vegan thaang for me.
I have to confess.... Last night around midnight i got thinking about potatoes!........... be merciful now all you HCRVs! I knew they were downstairs, it got too much, i couldn't help myself SO I ATE THEM...... 3 boiled baby potatoes. I was full after the second (i already ate plenty that day) but they were so small i thought i'd shove another into my greedy little face, damn me. Going to sleep full is crap, you wake up feeling slightly crapy/ tired, you know the feeling?
I felt bad after i ate them, as the old story goes: deprive, give in, regret, my tummy didn't like it so much either or maybe it was just me...... I don't want to live that way anymore damn it! I’ve been told eating late is bad for you.....? I’m sure it's true, would be nice if not though i do like a midnight nibble. So anyway, i felt pretty meh/ mediocre after eating them, not fabulous like when i'm full of bananas and chia and dates. Ok thats that.

Day 5 is went well, um Bananas bananas bananas (and chia seeds) all day today. I went to the fruit and veg shop and the geeze in there was curious about my buying loads of bananas/ mangos, so i explained about going raw vegan (he obviously works out, big muscle geezer with a bit of a belly). He was a little judgey, bless him, he told me he' having big steak for dinner, was was disinterested, i saw it coming. It made me a bit slightly disheartened at the time, but f*** it, i'll go in there there and open one of his coconuts with my abs eventually ;-) ha. This is what i bought in there today..... (tries to put photo on blog wtfhks =S)

I’m not an experienced blogger, just thought my little experiment/ journey might be of interest to some.

I got back from a spin class about an hour ago. What can i say, loving it... i had awesome energy from all that fructose! If nothing else it def makes my workouts better/ more fun/ i feel like doing more s***: I went on a bike ride yesterday in the cold winter sun! Who does that? not me, usually. I only do s*** like that in summer. I suffer from coldoutside-a-phobia otherwise known as laziness, but i had to get out and enjoy the sun.... and i thoroughly enjoyed it. Afterwards i vegged out in a field and watched the clouds pass over with the sun on my face, lovely..... a whole field to myself, i thought, the world must be mad to not want to be outside enjoying this.

Anyway, i’ve exhausted myself today, in a nice sort of way. I’m a bit emotional haha i dont know why, im sure it will pass. I’m giving you these details to help those experiencing similar things/ curious people too.... It’s only day 5 and im determined to see this through =)

P.X