So today was the first day of classes for the week for me. Holiday monday, and no classes tuesday :). I woke up, skin brushed, washed my hair (which was so weird! washing it for the first time so short, so much easier!) made my nanner/date smoothie, mason jarred it up, and headed off to westfield. First class was good, had fun with my friend learning proper wrapping techniques for an injury, then it was my break time! I always have a little over an hour to spare between my first and 2nd class, so i walk all the way across the entire campus just to go to the library to read my 811 book and sip my smoothie breakfast. I dont dare try to find a parking space anywhere else, and id rather walk to the library anyways. Might be a different story when there's snow on the ground.....i am dreading this time :(. But i enjoy reading and drinking my smoothie.
I then went off to my 2nd class, all the way back across campus i went. I had a bunch of people comment on my hair and it was nice :) I then had one brief discussion with a girl in my 2nd class about what i ate for breakfast. I told her i had 10 bananas and 4 dates, and she goes what!? then she said something about cooked food and i said eh, ya i dont eat cooked food, toxic to the body. She then said she'd take her chances with a laugh. I mean, poor girl is already obese, and i guess with that comment it shows she doesnt care. Idk, i only offer knowledge, i expect to not get a response like "teach me!" every time. In the end, people will ask me! Cant wait for more schooling :)
I did notice that whenever i seem to eat, i get really bad stomach pains. When i was eating my smoothie on my break, i was getting really uncomfortable pains. Not too full pains, could be things moving, but its happening every time now....i usually feel a little better if i go to the bathroom, but its just a pain i dont wanna have :(. Maybe its gas? idk... I make sure to drink a lot of water....so i dont think that is the issue...i have also noticed my BMs seem to be....well....not so non-smelly these past few days....im assuming thats a good sign because bad things are comin out? lol. better out than in, i suppose that saying fits well. Anyone else experience these things during early transition period?
I have still been super fatigued with migraines...got home from classes and took a 3 hr-ish nap, woke up and still felt bleh. All i want to do is sleep. Dont want to do anything else but sit around, and sleep. Im sure my non-exercise phase i am going through isnt helping me at all. I need to somehow re-motivate myself to get on that. My own personal reason of course being i hate my weight gain. Mainly my fault for restricting cals and exercising excessively, but then eating enough cals and not exercising doesnt help. My migraines really prevent me from feeling energetic at all. Im constantly just being a lazy bum and i hate it. I have a dr appt to get blood work and hopefully tested for parasites, i hope to find out things from that. I have the appointment friday morning, so i hope to know outcomes soon. Im trying to be as positive as possible right now, but my migraines being back old depressive habits, like the non exercising for instance, and the napping/sleeping all the time, and along with that my mood is just ups and downs, just kinda stinks. Still reminding myself there will be the positive outcome. Ive dealt with enough pain for 5 years.
I am getting my greens in tonight!! I combined many things to atleast make what i am eating taste SLIGHTLY palatable...I have to gala apples, 1 orange, 1 mango, 3 stalks celery, 4 deglet dates (probably shouldnt of put the dates in with bad food combining outcomes) and then a small head of romaine. almost finished my bowl...i blended it all, i really need a juicer, im sure it would make it quicker/easier for me to get them in. I like my cucumber pasta waaaaay better....but my red peppers i use in the sauce are pretty pricey to use every night...and i know i need lettuce...so ive tried this new thing....all i keep thinking is...mmm cuc pasta...My mom made a wrap w/ falafel balls in it for dinner, and im not gonna lie, i started wishing i could eat some falafel balls. I loved those...weird that i was craving and wanting them, when i dont crave or want desserts.
I have work tomorrow and im excited to have everyone see my new doo :) Bed time very soon even though i had my 3 hour nap...im still exhausted -_-. Sucks that detox actually has to have negative pains and feelings in me when its a positive thing to do!