30 Bananas a Day!

I had the most horrible day at uni yesterday. And been crying pretty much the whole of it. 

Worst day ever. Been good studying, eating my bananas. Everything was cool and then I just broke. I cant handle this MSc pressure anymore. 

Came back, made fruit salad... bf brought pizza and I had 2 slices. I needed to loosen up. It didnt even taste good. But it felt good not to have to watch what Im eating for once.

Im loving this diet but at this point, in the beginning, it feels more like restricting than a lifestyle. I had a tough day. I had to let it go.... 

Was it worth it? No. But it felt good... I feelt relaxed of all the restrictions and challenges I throw on myself in the hardest academic year Ive had so far. My other options were to drink or smoke. So 2 slices of veggie italian pizza on almost nonexistent crust wasnt that bad.. As I was almost hysterical I had to find a way... and exercising would feel like Im forcing myself too.

Whats done is done. I dont feel great about it, but it's too late now. 

Im back here with my green smoothie ready for a run. in rain. but i gotta go..

Views: 60

Comment

You need to be a member of 30 Bananas a Day! to add comments!

Join 30 Bananas a Day!

30BaD Search

Freelee & Durianrider Blogs

THE RT4 BIBLE IS OUT!!! CLICK ON IMAGE TO VIEW

Latest Activity

Tai Tai replied to Milos Stepita's discussion What To Get Tested in Blood Test?
38 minutes ago
Linda K replied to Milos Stepita's discussion 6 years high carb vegan, might need a root canal
1 hour ago
happybanani replied to ZAIVEG's discussion Un diario de frutas? in the group 811 España
1 hour ago
OrganicMark posted a status
"RV/GCR SITREP Update - July 29, 2016 #evolution #awakening #peace #truth #love #light #now http://bit.ly/2aDiN2Q"
2 hours ago
Linda K replied to Milos Stepita's discussion 6 years high carb vegan, might need a root canal
3 hours ago
Profile IconMike Zyszko and Talitha joined 30 Bananas a Day!
4 hours ago
Amanda Giorno replied to Mira Opal's discussion Feeling too stuffed on raw till 4, difficulty smashing in 1000+ calories for breakfast and lunch
4 hours ago
Dominic replied to Mira Opal's discussion "MAY contain TRACES of milk"??? Oh no.
4 hours ago
Amanda Giorno posted a discussion
4 hours ago
Sqwilliam97 replied to Mira Opal's discussion Feeling too stuffed on raw till 4, difficulty smashing in 1000+ calories for breakfast and lunch
5 hours ago
OrganicMark posted a status
"WOW! HUGE PROTEST Outside DNC - Protesters Carry Coffin, Chant Against Hillary! #peace #truth #love #light #now http://bit.ly/2ahRs6H"
7 hours ago
OrganicMark posted a status
"US Homeownership Rate Crashes To Lowest Since 1965 #evolution #awakening #peace #truth #love #light #now http://bit.ly/2ahgmAw"
7 hours ago
ednshell replied to Milos Stepita's discussion 6 years high carb vegan, might need a root canal
7 hours ago
The Oriantal Vegan posted a video

What i eat in Day for WEIGHTLOSS [VEGAN]

This an exemple of what i eat in a day as vegan. I hope you enjoy the Video. Im also planing to start the Raw Till 4 Diet. I mean when you look at Freelee th...
8 hours ago
Wippe posted a video

VEGAN ATHLETE TRAINING VLOG + First Time Trying CLIFF BAR!

My training vlog from today full of pretty decent tricks, flips, kicks, bodyweight calisthenics, acrobatic movement etc. Basically a lot of tricking and litt...
8 hours ago
Carly posted a video

What I ate the other day as a fruity vegan

Stark Contrast [3:00] - datorade with frozen bananas and vanilla - handful of dried apricots - 2 punnets of strawberries - 2 apples - 4 'servings' of shepherd's pie YouTube and Facebook: Stark Contrast
8 hours ago

© 2016   Created by TheBananaGirl.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service