30 Bananas a Day!

I had the most horrible day at uni yesterday. And been crying pretty much the whole of it. 

Worst day ever. Been good studying, eating my bananas. Everything was cool and then I just broke. I cant handle this MSc pressure anymore. 

Came back, made fruit salad... bf brought pizza and I had 2 slices. I needed to loosen up. It didnt even taste good. But it felt good not to have to watch what Im eating for once.

Im loving this diet but at this point, in the beginning, it feels more like restricting than a lifestyle. I had a tough day. I had to let it go.... 

Was it worth it? No. But it felt good... I feelt relaxed of all the restrictions and challenges I throw on myself in the hardest academic year Ive had so far. My other options were to drink or smoke. So 2 slices of veggie italian pizza on almost nonexistent crust wasnt that bad.. As I was almost hysterical I had to find a way... and exercising would feel like Im forcing myself too.

Whats done is done. I dont feel great about it, but it's too late now. 

Im back here with my green smoothie ready for a run. in rain. but i gotta go..

Views: 49

Comment

You need to be a member of 30 Bananas a Day! to add comments!

Join 30 Bananas a Day!

30BaD Search

Freelee & Durianrider Blogs

THE RT4 BIBLE IS OUT!!! CLICK ON IMAGE TO VIEW

Latest Activity

Profile IconHammarhead, flyvegan, Jessica Burton and 4 more joined 30 Bananas a Day!
45 minutes ago
Emily Mae is attending Alex Curtis-Slep's event

May 21st Fruitluck at Fort De Soto Beach!!! at Fort De Soto Beach

May 21, 2016 from 11am to 2pm
47 minutes ago
pradtf replied to pradtf's discussion great site with nutritional research information
1 hour ago
Monica P replied to Maddy Hawcxe's discussion Weight gain - dealing with haters
2 hours ago
flyvegan posted a discussion
2 hours ago
XC3200 commented on XC3200's blog post Observations after almost a week of HCLF
4 hours ago
OrganicMark posted a status
"California: Loud booms, shaking rattle High Desert Friday morning Could be more underground bases being destroyed. #now http://j.mp/1SCBhhu"
5 hours ago
babybat and NL89 are now friends
7 hours ago
Jim Porter replied to Theo (coolnature88)'s discussion Shoe Porn in the group The Runners
9 hours ago
ednshell replied to Maddy Hawcxe's discussion Weight gain - dealing with haters
11 hours ago
Alex Curtis-Slep commented on Alex Curtis-Slep's event May 21st Fruitluck at Fort De Soto Beach!!!
11 hours ago
ednshell commented on Josef Klaeren's video
12 hours ago
Danielle commented on Laurie E (Figgie)'s group Pacific Northwest-ers
12 hours ago
High Carb Diabetic posted a video

Blogilates under attack from Freelee the Banana Girl & nasty vegans. #freefreeleee

You can follow me if you would like to: On Twitter @highcarbjedi On Instagram @highcarbjedi On my website (which is still a work in progress), highcarbdiabet...
12 hours ago
Gary High-Fruit posted videos
12 hours ago
Alex Curtis-Slep posted a video

VeganEgg Taste Test

Have you tried the VeganEgg yet? Today I did and I show you what's inside the box and give it a taste. Find out more about the VeganEgg here: http://followyo...
12 hours ago

© 2016   Created by TheBananaGirl.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service