Day 1

I will try to blog everyday for update but I do have 4 kids so bear with me.  Yesterday was supposed to be day 1 with no cooked foods at all but I bombed at night.  =(  So here I am starting over.  I am having 1/4 of a large water melon for breakfast and a green smoothie if I can force that down after the watermelon.  No there is no if.  I WILL!!!  For lunch it is already made.  I have a large blackberry and strawberry salad and another 1/4 of a large watermelon.  Afternoon snack will be a green smoothie.  Dinner is made as well and it is a raw cucumber salad that I made last night for dinner and I have soooooo much left it will hopefully taste better today.  I will go to bed by 8 pm so I do not feel lonely and depressed and want to eat myself into oblivion.  If I cannot achieve 8 pm bedtime I vow only to eat bananas!!!  I am taking this one day at a time. Like an addict.  Just for today I will make positive changes in my life to better myself.  Just for today I will eat an abundance of fruit and veggies. Just for today I will love myself!