they say i look "healthy now that i put on some weight". as you can see from my pictures, i certainly dont need to put on weight... when they say these things it makes me want to starve myself all over again, and i was making so much progress. why they would say something like that to someone recovering from a eating disorder is beyond me, but i cant help thinking are they right? i really hate them right now. they were saying it as if its a good thing, but theyre both fat. needless to say i had a meltdown about it and slept from 5:30 last night to 7:30 this morning. i tend to do that when im extremely upset.