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I was so stressed out today.  For one thing, I woke up at 3 AM and couldn't go back to sleep (Though, I wake up at 5AM everyday so its not as bad as you'd think) due to continues nightmares and very, very odd dreams recently beginning every night.  

And recently, body image has been really bugging me.  I learned I had gained 5 pounds, lately, too.  Its seriously killing me.  I was just ok with it recently, and decided "Hey, you know what?  I'm ok!  Who cares?"  And then today... apparently,  I do.  Very much.  Every little thing is bugging me.  One eyes uneven, my nose is too big, god I wish I had bigger cheek bones, body fat is REALLY getting to me.  I really don't know what to do anymore.   I just don't feel good.

Diet good, though.   I am certainly less stressed than before.   I find reasons to smile here and there.

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