Banana Island- Day 1,2

Okay, I've survived 2 days.  Yesterday I was extremely bloated in the morning (before the banana-eating commenced).  I couldn't eat anything until around 3:00pm.  Then, as I went to the kitchen to make my first banana smoothie, I caught a whiff of pizza and quiche.  Oh man, I almost lost it.  I had the quickest inner-dialogue of about 100 times of this cycle:

"Should I?"

"I shouldn't

"But I want to"

"No I don't"

(repeat) 

I picked up a piece of pizza and just stood there frozen for a minute.  Then I put it down... the hardest thing.  Then I started laughing hysterically like a crazy person!!!  But I felt much stronger-willed after that.

So I made it through the whole day without messing up.  My hubby brought me some grapes at the end of the day, but basically I made it through the day on bananas. :)

Today was easy.  I didn't feel tempted to cheat at any point, but the bbq chicken at dinner smelled pretty good.  I think it was really just the sauce and the spices because I haven't been eating meat for a while now, so chicken wouldn't ordinarily tempt me.

I made myself this ticker  before I started to make things more fun.

I woke up exhausted this morning after 9 hours of sleep and I'm exhausted now and it's only 6:30 pm.  So I'll get to be early tonight and see how tomorrow goes.  Other than that, I just feel content, productive, and calm.

I'm having some major brain fog though.  I have a hard time talking to people because I keep forgetting the right words to use.  But I'm sure it'll get better.

Ok, update ya later!

Bye!!