KINDNESS ABOVE ALL ELSE

Day 91 was yesterday and it was a doozy! Roughly the 1st 1/3rd of my juice feasting was healing digestion, the colon, and minor bodily disturbances. The 2nd 1/3rd was cleaning out the polution and toxicity that was stored for years. Major healing and major detoxing! I felt physically much better after this stage. On day 60 I thought I was home free...NOT!! LOL That is when I started the journey of detoxing old personal issues. Primarily how I've dealt defensively with others.

Most of my childhood was spent with a big question mark in my mind. Life simply didn't make any sense. People who loved one another were arguing all the time. My family dynamics was dysfunctional and average. When I started growing up I saw more and more of this in my school years. My early years of relationships reflected the turmoil. When I entered my 20's I had a relationship that was earth-shaking and life-teaching. I started my education into psychology and took to it like a duck to water.

Fast forward many years and that teaching has reached epic levels. I have a vast education in the nature of personal behavior. I am a gifted intuitive and my sensitivty talents have proven to be spot on. Especially when I interact with others. My sole lesson in my life that I am still learning to this day is to be kind no matter what!

People will be fearful because of their own issues. No matter how diplomatic you are, especially on a chat-board, they will come from their position using you as a player in their drama. Unfortunately no matter what you do, the result will be what they have pre-decided. You are a pawn. Nothing you can do except exit as soon as possible.

This is the lesson yesterday served me. We are not to blame for others issues. We ARE responsible for how we experience ourselves interacting with them. We are responsible for are actions towards them. We often want to strike back. More often we want to try to "fix" their issues. Neither paths bring us peace.

There are many on this site that are warm and friendly. There are some that are here for batting practice. Stay clear of them, give them their own little corner of the site and wish them healing. We are here hopefully for healing. That healing includes kindness to others. Sometimes being kind is letting be

That was day 91 of my 92 day juice feast. One of my goals in this leg of my journey to health was to no longer be "The Assassin" that my reputation boasts about. I can honestly say that I am much closer today to this goal than I've ever imagined.

On to day 92 of my 92 day juice feast. Tomorrow I will blog a recap of my healing.

Tags: 80/10/10, detoxing

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Comment by ORGANIC811LFRV on May 21, 2012 at 8:39am: Nan, thanks so much for your beautiful point. I have felt that anything that heals on one level is actually healing on a deeper level too or the healing isn't complete.

Happy Birthday tomorrow 5/21 BTW!! I truly believe that this year will be a banner year for you.

Comment by ORGANIC811LFRV on May 21, 2012 at 8:37am: Greenmama, thank you for your post. I think truly that we are here in this life to be a representation of love. Unfortunately we cover that memory up with so much ego nonsense that we attach ourselves to. A long cleanse like I am ending today was a great way to start some deep healing. I can hardly wait until I go to a water fast/rest retreat. I only hope I can find the wherewithall to go to Dr. G's retreat in Costa Rica. That to me would be ultimate!

Comment by ORGANIC811LFRV on May 21, 2012 at 8:35am: Michael, your honest and open response to my blog had a clue in it about why you are sooooo busy perhaps. You try to fix too many and too much at once. It's an amazing dynamic and one that will need to be addressed one of these days. I too had the same situation and I had to put a stop to it before I killed myself by over-doing. You are a loving person and you need to love yourself first and foremost.

Comment by Minium on May 21, 2012 at 6:51am: I like the fact that your journey is not only about physical healing but also emotional.

Have a lovely evening and a brilliant last juice feasting day!

Nan

Comment by Greenmama on May 21, 2012 at 1:46am: We are not to blame for others issues. We ARE responsible for how we experience ourselves interacting with them. We are responsible for are actions towards them. We often want to strike back. More often we want to try to "fix" their issues. Neither paths bring us peace.

I agree. Sometimes just acknowledging our own needs or trying to imagine what the other person's needs are helps... "I would really like to be seen for my intent to contribute to this person and their well-being." "I really would love for 30BAD to be a website where a new person could get good information that is going to help them toward wellness." "I would really love for there to be safety for all species of plants and animals, and for the ecosystems of our beautiful planet to be preserved."

Just seeing the beauty of those needs creates a warmth in my heart and allows me to rest without the urgency to change, fix, control, etc. Those strategies don't work anyway. When I am at peace, I often get intuitive inspiration of how to do something that really helps.

I am looking forward to reading your recap!

Comment by Michael Angelo on May 21, 2012 at 1:38am: These are powerful lessons! Thank you for the kind words. I am working on this right now, i have an issue that wont let me get deep into the internal healing of my mind like you are doing. It is that i do not have the space in my life to let go, i seem to be full to the max. Without the freedom to dive deep into the healing process, the letting go, forgiving...... there can not be a healing. I find when i have the space and i use it to let go, be still, allow myself to feel whatever i am feeling i then interact with others around me much better. When i am full to the max always bouncing from one task to the next i tend to be very rude and irritable to others around me and it aggravates their already poor state and their pain. I wish i get to a place where i can do what you said, let others be where they are sending them love and kindness, for that is all we really can do.

I have a big issue with wanting to fix others, i need to let go of that and fix myself.

Comment by ORGANIC811LFRV on May 21, 2012 at 1:10am: Honestly Nichole, this whole process of looking deeply at this personal and private issue has brought more peace than I imagined. People who give us static are actually our gift givers. We just need to, like you said, hold your tongue, don't react, reach in for the love.

Thanks sweetie! YOU are amazing!

Comment by Nichole D on May 21, 2012 at 1:02am: Beautifully said. Extreamely beautiful!!!!! "People will be fearful because of their own issues" This I completely agree with because when I was really just starting to decide what I had to do even last week there are times that one doesn't know who to trust, where to go for guidance and encouragement and fearful that from past experience that it is all going to be a let down.

" We are not to blame for others issues. We ARE responsible for how we experience ourselves interacting with them. We are responsible for are actions towards them. We often want to strike back. More often we want to try to "fix" their issues. Neither paths bring us peace." --- Oh Karen may your loving path bring you peace! You are a truely beautiful example of persistance and payoff and you have helped so many people(ME INCLUDED). I really hope you can gain peace of mind and heart. Hold your head up high my friend and even when you feel like lashing back, just know that it is the more mature and loving to hold our tongues. =) So then no matter what you will come out victorious even if it is not in the common way of dealing with things. I hope your day gets better.