i realized that for the past few days, i've been bs-ing myself a lot. i was undereating heaps because i was running around the place with my friend and i felt bad to lug her home every time i wanted to eat coz i had my store of mangoes and bananas and dates at home. i loved to blend stuff up and guzzle down the calories and i always try to eat before i go out but i stay out for long hours and i made the mistake of not bringing fruit out with me. there were times i tried staving off hunger…

Still enjoying 811 LFRV but - socially face many challanges.

Being the only vegetarian / now 811 LFRV at most social events can be, and is a big challange.

Having this website for support is great - access to so many discussions and opinions by people who are on the same page is priceless.

anyone know why the water here makes my hair fall out?

Busy, busy, busy........

Was tempted and seduced by a slice or two of pizza yesterday evening. The love affair is now officially over and the effects are noted. Inetrestingly my spleen felt like it had a stich most of this morning.

All meals today 811 lfrv.

Other than that all still on track.

Hi I was wondering if anyone knew when to expect some stuff here in the States at regular healthfood stores. I would really like to get into this more and go low fat except for an occasional flax cracker or some hemp or chia seeds- pretty soon.

I went to every healthfood store in town just to see if anyone is importing anything good but not yet- or never. I dont know if some places will start stocking later in the season or if it has to be all special ordered. I am moving to a…

Day 40 of the Fruit Feast. 40 is a significant Bible number. It signifies a time of testing and spiritual contemplation. A time of trusting in the strength of the God of Heaven. Christ fasted 40 days

and was tempted of satan. Moses communed with Christ for 40 days on Mt

Sinai (twice). Elijah did as well. The children of Israel were in the

wilderness for 40 years as the Bible says "to prove them" (Deut 8:2).

Christ stayed with the disciples for 40 days following…

I create my own obstacles.

I don't want to leak out any energy at all in the wrong direction! blegh.

There are many things I notice (thoughts, motives, etc.) that were not in alignment with peace, but I remained in ignorance.

They always come back... and they don't ever reap what I want to reap if I'm not at peace with them... these are those areas where my…

To follow Wonderlust's lead and graciousness, here's some more of my notes and his time-tested wisdom. I was very impressed with Dr. Graham's calm, mellow delivery of his teachings as well as answers to crowd questions; there was no aura of finaticism or militant demands in order to make raw work. So, here it is - even if parts duplicate Wonderlust's post, (it may be a good thing to read again…

I feel like such a coarse person.

It does not feel good.

Uhrr I'm feeling like... I just want to fast on water silently, and to myself.

I wish to be more careful at all times... :*[

I let ego take over... in subtle ways, but it carries over.

I just want to promise I'll do better. Live with…

I have gained an enormous amount of weight this winter and it is overwhelming. The cold, nasty and snowy dreary days have taken their toll on me to have me cave into horrible cooked fare. I have also seemed tp develop a really bad obssesion and addiction again to cooked fare. I have lost so much control... More than ever actually.

I went off the deep end and now I am paying a very hefty (pun intended) price. I am carrying around too much baggage now and I find it very difficult to…