Day 22 – Had a good sleep after getting to bed late. Paola left this morning which was sad. Luckily I still have James to keep me sane! Walked up and over steep hills for an hour and then back with James. My left ear kept blocking for the whole walk. We were up at quite a high altitude by the time we got to the top so maybe that had something to do with it. My ears are also still ringing which they have been doing for the last 2 weeks. Exhausted after walk so went straight to bed…Continue
The last week has been the most traumatic of my life and I’ve been to hell and back. I’m writing all this in hindsight as I was too exhausted and negative to document it at the time, so a lot of it is a hazy memory.
Day 8 – Bad sleep again due to neck and shoulder tension. Today I fell into a world of fear based insanity where I was having a mental battle in my head between good and evil and I experienced real fear for the first time. Lots of frightening visuals and I had a bit of…Continue
Day 1 – Slept badly again and was thinking about fruit all night so food is what I got in the morning. Was great to have my first meal and it tasted fantastic! Was also surprisingly satisfying. Went to bed straight after it and slept till the next meal 2 hours later. Had 5 meals for the first day of watermelon and thoroughly enjoyed everyone one of them. Such good watermelon! I also can have papaya but just want watermelon. It’s very tiring to be eating again and I just basically sleep…Continue
Well I just had one of the worst experiences of my life yesterday afternoon/last night. On day 3 of re-feeding at just before 1:30pm I had the sudden need for my first bowel movement since the first day of the fast so naturally went to have it. Everything wanted to work the way it always had except it just would not come out. I was coming up to my next meal in half an hour so wanted to get it over with but two and a half hours later I was still on the toilet and by this time was in quite…Continue