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I am REALLY trying to do this, but I seem to crack under periods of extreme stress. I have 4 children (14, 14, 12, 8),  2 are on the autism spectrum and one was just hospitalized for 2.5 months. I am in a legal battle with his public school and our finances are in ruin. With all of this, I must return to work full time. I hope this doesn't sound like whining. I'm just trying to explain that this…